Find hope
I was asked, why are you doing this? Why are you blogging? You could use your time more wisely, you could earn more money, chill out, shop... do something good for yourself. I'll do it! Who says this isn't good? I think it's fantastic. It's not strenuous, I kind of chill out. For me it makes sense. I have had times in my life where I let go of hope. It was a terrible time and there was no one who gave me hope again or told me that you would find it there again. Thank God – hope itself came back into my life. I had untied myself, loosened the lines and was slowly drifting away from the shore. On and on... I suspected great freedom and happiness out there. But in the endless expanse, detached, with no goal in mind, I quickly lost courage in the disorientation and when the last strip of land disappeared on the horizon, hope was suddenly gone too. I felt like a heap of misery. My gaze was lost in the endless distance; in order to see something concrete, I had to look a...